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Does it mean something?...

Wed Sep 13, 2006, 2:08 PM
I need to do better at updating around here.

I've...had this weird urge to punch something lately. Somethihng solid and hard (so those of you who were going to tell me to hit a pillow, sorry but no). It's not that I have some unreleased anger to deal with. To tell you the truth I've been quite passive for a few weeks now, pain-stakingly numb even to a point where I don't really feel anything. Emotions aren't the problem this time.

Maybe it's all just getting to me. With father drama, school stress, and old memories of things I'd rather forget...it's all building up. Is it normal to lay in bed for hours just staring at the ceiling? Cuz I don't think it is. Oh, no. The long hours of thinking have come back. Joy...

I need...something. I'm not sure what it is. I just know that I'm not getting it. Meh...
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~Oyamada-Manta Sep 13, 2006, 8:28:45 PM
oh my...I hope you're alright...^^;

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~LevyRasputin Sep 14, 2006, 5:40:10 AM
clean up your room like a freak, no matter how long it takes, but helps to think in a more schemathicall way.. If it won't work, start cooking, if it won't again... well.. try with Lego buildings... °.°
my wisdom stops here...
take care... :hug:

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It takes a man to
suffer ignorance and smile
be yourself
no matter what they say

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~TaoEmpress Sep 15, 2006, 9:08:57 AM
LEGOS! Now if only I had some. :(
Thanks for the wisdom, love. It was much appreciated. :heart:
I miss seeing you around here. :hug:

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My pain stops me from living my life...my pride keeps me from ending it.

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~LevyRasputin Sep 18, 2006, 10:17:20 AM
yep... me tooo ;_____; it's horrible the way university life rapes your spare time so much...

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It takes a man to
suffer ignorance and smile
be yourself
no matter what they say

AlloZoo - Fanfic & Fanart
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~TaoEmpress Sep 20, 2006, 5:23:18 PM
It's so true. ;_; And I love the way you worded that. :D

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My pain stops me from living my life...my pride keeps me from ending it.

~Naruto-NonCanon, ~ShinoTen, ~arthurian-club, *TentenClub, ~HinaLeeFC, ~ItaTen, *Toko-Fans
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~brozedragon45678 Oct 12, 2006, 6:26:46 AM
Yesh, I have to agree with college things, it sucks how it just sucks the spare time out of your veins.

As for you dear, try music, it always seems to work for me, considering my yuotube account is full of faves to so many different musics it isnt funnie. Nightwish and Gackt are the two things that kept me going the past nine days.

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Everything you see has been made by me: Amber. If you can't take the fact I make all my stuff and write my own things....get over it.
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~TaoEmpress Oct 20, 2006, 7:10:43 AM
I just want a break from all the constant schoolwork and such. Is that too much to ask? :/

I don't know. Music sometimes makes it worse. Heh, I think I need to update my music selection. ^^;

In any case I'm feeling better than when I made the post. I think I was just missing my friends so much and getting overstressed by school. I'm still getting overstressed by school but I'm handling it better. :P

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My pain stops me from living my life...my pride keeps me from ending it.

~Naruto-NonCanon, ~ShinoTen, ~arthurian-club, *TentenClub, ~HinaLeeFC, ~ItaTen, *Toko-Fans
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~brozedragon45678 Oct 23, 2006, 4:11:31 AM
I think school overstresses us all. I am pretty stressed mehself and I have a month left of school. i am just tired from all of the getting up at 6 am and going to bed at 1 am stuff. I am really glad you are feeling better hun. Maybe music makes it worse for some. I know a bit of Dir en Grey cheers me up. Oh, and Malice Mizer. :D

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Everything you see has been made by me: Amber. If you can't take the fact I make all my stuff and write my own things....get over it.
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~TaoEmpress Oct 23, 2006, 2:03:43 PM
I just finished with mid-terms so I'm only halfway there before break and another semester starts. Then the process of overstress and overload gets to begin all over again. Sometimes it seems like an endless cycle doesn't it?

And I know what you mean about the weird sleeping schedule. I get up at 7 myself but that doesn't really make a big difference when you're going to school all day. :/

I found some better music to cheer up my somber soul though so things are kind of looking up for me. :D

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My pain stops me from living my life...my pride keeps me from ending it.

~Naruto-NonCanon, ~ShinoTen, ~arthurian-club, *TentenClub, ~HinaLeeFC, ~ItaTen, *Toko-Fans
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