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I've...had this weird urge to punch something lately. Somethihng solid and hard (so those of you who were going to tell me to hit a pillow, sorry but no). It's not that I have some unreleased anger to deal with. To tell you the truth I've been quite passive for a few weeks now, pain-stakingly numb even to a point where I don't really feel anything. Emotions aren't the problem this time.

Maybe it's all just getting to me. With father drama, school stress, and old memories of things I'd rather forget...it's all building up. Is it normal to lay in bed for hours just staring at the ceiling? Cuz I don't think it is. Oh, no. The long hours of thinking have come back. Joy...

I need...something. I'm not sure what it is. I just know that I'm not getting it. Meh...
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JadedIceStorm Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2006  Hobbyist General Artist
Yesh, I have to agree with college things, it sucks how it just sucks the spare time out of your veins.

As for you dear, try music, it always seems to work for me, considering my yuotube account is full of faves to so many different musics it isnt funnie. Nightwish and Gackt are the two things that kept me going the past nine days.
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TaoEmpress Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2006
I just want a break from all the constant schoolwork and such. Is that too much to ask? :/

I don't know. Music sometimes makes it worse. Heh, I think I need to update my music selection. ^^;

In any case I'm feeling better than when I made the post. I think I was just missing my friends so much and getting overstressed by school. I'm still getting overstressed by school but I'm handling it better. :P
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JadedIceStorm Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2006  Hobbyist General Artist
I think school overstresses us all. I am pretty stressed mehself and I have a month left of school. i am just tired from all of the getting up at 6 am and going to bed at 1 am stuff. I am really glad you are feeling better hun. Maybe music makes it worse for some. I know a bit of Dir en Grey cheers me up. Oh, and Malice Mizer. :D
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TaoEmpress Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2006
I just finished with mid-terms so I'm only halfway there before break and another semester starts. Then the process of overstress and overload gets to begin all over again. Sometimes it seems like an endless cycle doesn't it?

And I know what you mean about the weird sleeping schedule. I get up at 7 myself but that doesn't really make a big difference when you're going to school all day. :/

I found some better music to cheer up my somber soul though so things are kind of looking up for me. :D
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JadedIceStorm Featured By Owner Oct 25, 2006  Hobbyist General Artist
Yah, my break isn't for another month and all. I have to wait.....and wait......and wait. Ugh. Yah, it does seem like an endless cycle, but when you graduate from it all, it will be worth the loss of sleep and living on ramen.

What music did you find?
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LevyRasputin Featured By Owner Sep 14, 2006
clean up your room like a freak, no matter how long it takes, but helps to think in a more schemathicall way.. If it won't work, start cooking, if it won't again... well.. try with Lego buildings... .
my wisdom stops here...
take care... :hug:
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TaoEmpress Featured By Owner Sep 15, 2006
LEGOS! Now if only I had some. :(
Thanks for the wisdom, love. It was much appreciated. :heart:
I miss seeing you around here. :hug:
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LevyRasputin Featured By Owner Sep 18, 2006
yep... me tooo ;_____; it's horrible the way university life rapes your spare time so much...
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Nymphadorena Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2006
rapes your spare time? what a great (and weird) description!
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LevyRasputin Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2006
I ensure it is so...
:xD:
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TaoEmpress Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2006
It's so true. ;_; And I love the way you worded that. :D
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Oyamada-Manta Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2006
oh my...I hope you're alright...^^;
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